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About Me Member Mad Scientist feartheoneMale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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a not so beautiful women appears

Tue Dec 26, 2006, 6:57 PM
  • Mood: Rage
  • Listening to: Disturbed "Sickness"
  • Eating: popcorn
  • Drinking: soon to be BEER
well anyone who has read the last entry knows how much in love i was with amy... well the real girl showed and now her and i have broken up cuz she doesnt feel the same way for me... but yet i just found out tonight after hounding on her she has been talking to some guy behind my back. I want to die i want to put a bullet though my head. but i dont have the balls enough to do it yet. i feel like my heart has just been ripped out and stepped on. actually about the same way when adrian dumped my cuz she fucked someother guy while we were still together. real great luck i have dont i? so if you dont hear from me in a while it is cuz i put a bullet to my head (which you would read in the paper) or cuz i gave up on life and went back on my drinking binge to try to kill myself that way which by the way my 21st is coming in less than 2 weeks.

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  • Current Residence: same place same hell
  • Interests: Music,Fire,Pain
  • Favourite movie: The Fast and Furious Trilogy
  • Favourite band or musician: Disturbed,Linkin Park, Nickelback, NE-YO
  • Favourite genre of music: Give you three guesses...
  • Favourite artist: Depends on who catches my eye...
  • Favourite poet or writer: Do not read much poetry
  • Favourite photographer: Free lance photos are the best
  • Operating System: Computer Shit The Bed... What else is new?
  • MP3 player of choice: Philips portable CD Player...
  • Favourite game: Need For Speed Underground I and II
  • Favourite gaming platform: Again Computer Shit The Bed!
  • Favourite cartoon character: The Hatchet Man
  • Personal Quote: The only one you will hate is the one you love.
  • Tools of the Trade: My knives, fire, mind and soul

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:iconfeartheone:
i want to die i want the world to end. maybe i should join the army and go over to iraq and get killed there maybe someone will recognize me and actually care about who i am... yeah like that is ever gonna happen someone care about me?!

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The only one you hate :chainsaw: is the one you love! :heart:
:iconbeautifuldeath:
Sean i don't know if you still work at McDonald's or who talks to you or what but i'm going up to Belgrade Lakes area for Memorial Day weekend again. maybe i'll run into you or something? you're still welcome to come down here and check out the club sometime too..
:iconsamiell:
Sean . . . . I thought you were my friend.

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:evileyes: |Rºb¥ñ| :blackrose:

"The greatest thing - you'll ever learn - is just to love; and be loved in return..." - Nature Boy [Moulin Rouge]
:iconbeautifuldeath:
if you check this before i get there i lost your number but i'm gonna be up in your neck of the woods for memorial day weekend i'm meeting mike and stuff i'd like to meet you too if you get this in time :peace:
:iconhated-darkness:
Heyyyy, long time no talk dude. what's been up with you? I'm just chillin down here in Florida, two more weeks of school. hell yes!

anyway, it's awesome to hear from you, keep in touch.

-Peace :katana:
:iconninjachipmunk:
whats up ninja
dirty history dirty history dirty history
dirty history
im a crazy mufucka wit pride
all that chit chattin got this killa crackkin
they dont like me
they dont want me
ever since i got here they treated me strange
they got me goin crazy
aint nobody feelin my pain
they'll gonna laugh at YOU!
enjoy your trip dog make the most of it
slit they throat wit a rusty ass razor
Stay Twiztid serial killin JUGGALO
MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!

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Don't Blame The Voices
:iconvoodooperson:
Think about this...
You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
*PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST IT'S SO TRUE*
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. add this as a comment to ten of ur friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years...

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*i close my eyes just to look at y.o.u*
:iconrumeal:
i need your number Bro. so we can get to gether and i can tell you how my surgery gose.

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